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Mar. 20th, 2002

new lj.
museoftheducks
come if you'd like.
rp at 3:30.
That I would be good even if I did nothing
That I would be good even if I got the thumbs down
That I would be good if I got and stayed sick
That I would be good even if I gained ten pounds

That I would be fine even if I went bankrupt
That I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
That I would be great if I was no longer Queen
That I would be grand if I was not all knowing

That I would be loved even when I numb myself
That I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
That I would be loved even when I was fuming
That I would be good even if I was clingy

That I would be good even if I lost sanity
That I would be good
Whether with or without you

Mar. 18th, 2002

Today, I'm going to write some notes. I'm gonna write emails to everyone. About everything. I just have a lot of feelings that I've been bottling up for a long time, but not anymore.
I got annoyed, so I stuck the handle of a hanger in it because I didn't have any q-tips. Then, I tripped, and the hanger handle jammed in my ear, so now it's bleeding.

Sometimes, I can be really stupid.
Ugh. My hands look so ugly. I just counted fifteen cuts on them. They look like man hands, with their cuts, filth, and short fingernails. Ugh. I'm so unfeminine these days.

I want to be performing right now. If the stupid teachers hadn't canceled our SMAT, the oveture would be playing, and Andy and I would be sprawled out on our stomachs behind the rock fixture, our evil mugs in our hands, whispering to Nick Hauser or Tyler Young about the mascots of our former elementary schools.

Tyler went to a school called "Challenger Middle School". In his town, all the schools were named after spaceships and what not. His was called "Challenger". The Challenger blew up. Kind of funny if you think about it. Who would want to go to a school that was named after a blown up spaceship? Beats me. Tyler has seen the President. I have seen the President's dog.

Right now, our SMAT hadn't been canceled by the stupid teachers, Andy and I would be running onstage like idiots.

"Never trust a Pirate in a sports bra" - Robbie Broadhurst.
Wow. How great is this show? How great are the people in it?

Geez! Everyone is just so nice and friendly. We sat around in the dressing room dancing around to "Baby Got Back" just because we felt like it. We improvised songs in the boys' dressing room. Robbie Broadhurst is fantastic. He sang this to to the DuckTales theme: "Danny. Whoo. Danny has an eyepatch on his...whoo!"

The show went so well, except for Corrine's petticoat falling off onstage. Right now, I feel dirty. I haven't showered in more than a day. I was too tired this morning. And my legs are covered in bruises from "Pirates."

I have to wear a mustache. Ugh. It's a Charlie Chaplin mustache, but we all look like relatives of Hitler. It's horrendous, but I don't really care. I'm just so stoked.

If anyone plans on coming to a show on Friday or Saturday, you'll probably want to attend Friday evening's performance or the Saturday afternoon performance. Matt will be playing Frederick in those performances. I can't wait for The Fristers to see the show. I hope they like it.

In the words of Robbie, "Let's eat pizza, pirates!"
Attention! My show opens in less than three hours! Tonight is opening night, and boy am I nervous.

Tonight, the fauna cast is playing. It's a great cast, and so is the flora cast, which is playing tomorrow night. For those of you that can see both casts, I highly recommend it because they're both so awesome. I can't which cast is better than the other, for they each have their strong points.

The show starts at 7:30 and I would be really happy if some of you could come. It's at VPAT, and I promise it's worth your money. I'd really appreciate it.

Wish me luck!
Oh, god forbid I become a choir nerd.

I fit iin so well with them. They talk to me an I enjoy their company. Ah, I love choir.
"Pirates" is going so well. It makes me want to frolic. By 10:15, I was hecka tired and I was babling. I was like "No, we must read about the Battle of Dunkirk while we eat giblet-chip cookies!"

How much do I love Bre? How much do I love the whole cast? Geez Loiuse. They're all so wonderful.

In the dressing room, we have "The Mirror of Marmage". Yes, Leanna and I share a mirror and we have taken Kat McFadden under our wing (even though she quit Little Women). So "The Mirror of Marmage" is happy.

Leanna bought a tabloid. Funniest thing ever. "Born-Again Beavers". We read about obese who got banned from the Chinese All-You-Can-Eat Restaraunt. Oh! And the "Pesky Skunks that Ruin My Life". Haha.

Annie worked us cops like a mofo. I love the freaking uniform. I love my freaking pirate costume, too. I'm all rich looking. They call me "Antipholus of Penzance". Justin and I decided that I am the Pirate Prince, the little brother of the Pirate king.

And I wrote Staci a happy song. She made me sing it in front of everyone and she liked it. Now, Brooke Bosler wants me to write her a happy song. Perhaps I shall.

I'm so content and happy. Now I'm off to PE.
That's it Rafe! If you give me one more fucking note or start singing another lead's part, I'm going to punch you! No, I'm not kidding! No more chances!

I don't care if I get kicked out of the show. I can't keep holding in all these things you say to me. They've built up too much and I'm gonna explode if you say one more thing!